People always ask me why I do so many drugs. I never know exactly what to tell them but drugs actually make me feel. Without them everything is bland and seemingly pointless. On xanax I feel like everything’s okay, nothing bad could possibly go wrong. On Adderall I feel like I can accomplish anything and like I’m on top of the world. Pain pills make me feel warm and loved and like I’m capable of loving. I hate being sober. I cant stand this anymore.
Whoever wrote this is masterful
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